Will you read this?

Hi! It's been a long time since the last I wrote about things in a blog. Actually I had one about 3 years ago but it can't open, I don't know why maybe because of the password or something. I love to write here. Where I can talk about anything I want. I just want to pull out guts. I have many things in my head and I think it's useless to tell those things to another because they won't understand what the fuck I feel. I'm a cheerful and friendly girl. sometimes, I turn aloof when there's something disturb my mind. actually I'm a humorous girl, weird and I think a little fucked up.

I don't like liars. that's why I always distance my self from others. I'm afraid of being betrayed like my bestfriend did to me. I care too much and hurt easily. I made a lot of mistakes and I love them who stay with me after knowing who I really am. I'm not anti-social. I just a little quit and won't pretend to like their bullshit. I had a better social life when I was like 8 years than I do now.

I love to reading novel, listening to music, photography, sleep and food of course! I mean who doesn't like them? reading is increase your knowledge, music makes you alive, photography is my breathe, sleep is greatly needed, and food? you can't live without it, right? xx
I wish I could get my relief after write down everything here (: