I was a fool

Moving on is not that easy like everyone talk about. They don't know how much love feel hurts. They just can talk, they even don't understand that I miss you. I love to daydreaming about our sweet moments, your gorgeous eyes, your hair, your laugh, your voice, your everything. I miss the old us. can I borrow Doraemon's pocket and take the time machine to get our sweet moment back? I'm still into you.

You know at this very moment I want to see you, talk to you, face to face and tell you how much you’ve hurt me, how much pain you’ve caused me, how much you still matter to me and how much I still love you. Over the past five months I’ve been longing for you and there are no times that I can’t think of us all over again. I don’t know why it's so easy for you to let me go, you’re not even worth all of my hardships and sacrifices. You've see for months i’m trying my best to get rid of you, out of my life, out of my system and still you are here! in my heart! that you kept on breaking over and over again? seriously? what’s the matter with you? how could you be so heartless? how could you be so blunt about this? like I did not matter to you? why do you keep me in this state? I wanted to be normal again not thinking of you, not thinking of us cause it makes me really sad, so sad that everyday I thinking of you. I cried for nothing and realizing I’m just making a fool of myself. I’m just done.

School Graduation

Thursday, June 7, 2012
It was the day where we were wearing traditional clothes and receiving the recognition of graduation. I was so happy and sad at the same time. Happy of my great scores and sad of the farewell. Look! How awkward I am in these pictures lol

Me with Dhita

Girls from SOC

My Bestie<3

SOC with our Dad, Mr. Ibrahim<3

Me with Nabilah<3 

Me with him<3

3 Idiots

I love you guys! Don't forget about us!(:

My social life

I hate growing close to people. I just end up hurt and disappointed. it may be the reason why I'm not smart enough to adapt. I do not get along with my friends. they are with their close friends only. but no problem, I have 2 good friends on Internet. Prashu on facebook and Michelle on twitter exactly. they are always be a good listeners and great friends too. They aren't see who am I from the cover and so do I. they are still friends when everything change, everyone stay away from me, when everthing is not same anymore. that's a real meaning of friend I need more people to be like them.

Actually I have some good friends in real life too, but sometimes they don't know how it feels to be in a bad situation. I'm thankfull I have  friends like Dhita, Seba, Karnika, Ari, Lia, Mona, Fifi, Febby, Putri s, Nabilah and many more. I won't forget yall. Without you, I can't live this life:'') 

Thanks for being there when everything goes wrong<3